Friday, August 22, 2008

College vs Home

Okay so the past week i have experienced tons of new things and these things have got me thinkin about life here and life at home. I love college. The classes are gonna be tough but i am really excited bcause i am going to be challenged with hard tasks in order to reach my goal of becoming a nurse. Then I think about home and i know things won't be the same when I go bakc, but there are certain people who are moving on without me that really in my heart i don't want to move on. I guess I had high hopes that they would wait for me, but who was I kidding. These people don't want to wait on me, but I don't want to move on without them. I want to focus on school, but when certain people leave little hints that they are moving on without me it hurts. Now, I'm really bad at over-reacting so that may all that these feelings are, and I really hope that's all it is!! I pray that this is just me over reacting!!

1 comment:

Beth said...

You don't sound okay. But know that you can call if you need to. I'm glad you like school. I love you. Bethie